Wasting Your Time

I don't know how to start again
I don't know how to trust again
With the past, it hurts so much
I swore I'd never rush myself
What if I let you in?

Leave, it'll be for nothing
It's hard when you're feeling something
Don't wanna be broken hearted
I'll wish we never started

I've been saying to myself
I should change my mind
I won't lie

I don't know if forgive and forget
Reads that well in my head
But I'm trying

I know, I've gotta be sure about it
But I feel, so scared about where it's going
Cos I don't, wanna be wasting all your time, time
Wanna be wasting all your time

Again, the pressures bearing down on my head
I always thought that I'd commit and be all the better for it
It's hard to let you in

Easy being distant
Lost all my persistence
Scared to face emotion
A door I'll never open
I've been holding down these breaks for far too long
I can't move on

I don't know if forgive and forget
Reads that well in my head
But I'm trying

I know, I've gotta be sure about it
But I feel, so scared about where it's going
Cos I don't, wanna be wasting all your time, time
Wanna be wasting all your time

Again, it's hard to pretend when you live in regret but I hope
That it's gone
Forgive and forget reads that well in my head
I'm not sure

I don't know what I've got to give
(Forgive and forget reads that well in my head)

I know, I've gotta be sure about it
But I feel, so scared about where it's going
Cos I don't, wanna be wasting all your time, time
Wanna be wasting all your time

Again, it's hard to pretend when you live in regret but I hope
It's gone
Forgive and forget reads that well in my head
I'm not sure