Meaningless?

[00:11.58] "Life is so meaningless"
[00:12.62] That phrase was in my head, I kept repeating it
[00:14.92] They said there's more to life, that's just not how I'm perceiving it
[00:17.98] I'd wake up in the morning and I don't know where my demon is
[00:20.98] He'd always come around to crush everything I'm dreaming in
[00:24.40] Bad thoughts when I got in the car
[00:27.40] I just prayed and the whip don't start
[00:30.46] Would've drove it up into a tree
[00:32.73] I cannot continue on if I don't believe in me
[00:35.76] Negative surrounding my vicinity
[00:38.13] I wouldn't make no progress if I ever put a pill in me
[00:41.15] I went and made these songs and I shot down my positivity
[00:44.15] I'm makin' my own grave if I make these sad symphonies
[00:48.08] When I'm feeling lonely everybody says I'm extra
[00:51.17] I just pray to God that I don't end up in a stretcher
[00:53.96] Compare myself to people so I'm always feelin' lesser
[00:56.77] I'm fighting my own demons, man I am my own oppressor
[01:03.36] (I just pray to God that I don't end up in a stretcher)
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[01:11.52] "Life is so meaningless"
[01:12.71] That phrase was in my head, I kept repeating it
[01:14.95] They said there's more to life, that's just not how I'm perceiving it
[01:17.84] I'd wake up in the morning and I don't know where my demon is
[01:20.98] He'd always come around to crush everything I'm dreaming in
[01:24.45] Bad thoughts when I got in the car
[01:27.49] I just prayed and the whip don't start
[01:30.42] Would've drove it up into a tree
[01:32.78] I cannot continue on if I don't believe in me
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[01:45.03] (I just pray to God that I don't end up in a stretcher)
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