Delusional
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โฑ๏ธ 3:22 duration
๐ ID: 12845602
๐ Lyrics
Just pinch me so I feel something
Getting tired of the noise that's in my head
That tells me that I'm onto something
You can talk all you want, but I'm done listening
And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
It's not how it's supposed to go
I'm moving on and letting go
And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
Maybe it's easier to mess it up
Instead of standing here, waiting to see if I'm enough
Stare in the mirror, pretend that I feel love
Disregard all the toxic thoughts that I've been thinking of
And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
It's not how it's supposed to go
I'm moving on and letting go
And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional
I know that I've been playing with fire for too long
But now I'm starting to get burned
You can't say I'm not trying
Cause I'm trying
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
Getting tired of the noise that's in my head
That tells me that I'm onto something
You can talk all you want, but I'm done listening
And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
It's not how it's supposed to go
I'm moving on and letting go
And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
Maybe it's easier to mess it up
Instead of standing here, waiting to see if I'm enough
Stare in the mirror, pretend that I feel love
Disregard all the toxic thoughts that I've been thinking of
And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
It's not how it's supposed to go
I'm moving on and letting go
And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional
I know that I've been playing with fire for too long
But now I'm starting to get burned
You can't say I'm not trying
Cause I'm trying
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:06.90] Just pinch me so I feel something
[00:10.32] Getting tired of the noise that's in my head
[00:14.52] That tells me that I'm onto something
[00:17.16] You can talk all you want, but I'm done listening
[00:20.52] And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
[00:23.66] Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
[00:26.90] But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
[00:33.19] It's not how it's supposed to go
[00:36.45] I'm moving on and letting go
[00:39.78] And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
[00:45.89] It's easier to be delusional
[00:51.25] Than to say I'm not okay
[00:54.54] So I make it up
[00:57.84] Like it's always been this way
[01:00.24] So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
[01:04.64] Too young to worry
[01:06.58] So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
[01:17.14] Maybe it's easier to mess it up
[01:19.41] Instead of standing here, waiting to see if I'm enough
[01:22.87] Stare in the mirror, pretend that I feel love
[01:25.72] Disregard all the toxic thoughts that I've been thinking of
[01:30.32] And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
[01:33.64] Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
[01:37.06] But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
[01:43.37] It's not how it's supposed to go
[01:46.49] I'm moving on and letting go
[01:49.78] And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
[01:56.12] It's easier to be delusional
[02:01.32] Than to say I'm not okay
[02:04.68] So I make it up
[02:07.88] Like it's always been this way
[02:10.30] So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
[02:14.80] Too young to worry
[02:16.56] So I'll be delusional
[02:23.63] I know that I've been playing with fire for too long
[02:28.17] But now I'm starting to get burned
[02:31.32] You can't say I'm not trying
[02:33.86] Cause I'm trying
[02:36.05] It's easier to be delusional
[02:41.28] Than to say I'm not okay
[02:44.57] So I make it up
[02:47.86] Like it's always been this way
[02:50.37] So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
[02:54.86] Too young to worry
[02:56.52] So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
[03:03.51]
[00:10.32] Getting tired of the noise that's in my head
[00:14.52] That tells me that I'm onto something
[00:17.16] You can talk all you want, but I'm done listening
[00:20.52] And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
[00:23.66] Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
[00:26.90] But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
[00:33.19] It's not how it's supposed to go
[00:36.45] I'm moving on and letting go
[00:39.78] And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
[00:45.89] It's easier to be delusional
[00:51.25] Than to say I'm not okay
[00:54.54] So I make it up
[00:57.84] Like it's always been this way
[01:00.24] So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
[01:04.64] Too young to worry
[01:06.58] So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
[01:17.14] Maybe it's easier to mess it up
[01:19.41] Instead of standing here, waiting to see if I'm enough
[01:22.87] Stare in the mirror, pretend that I feel love
[01:25.72] Disregard all the toxic thoughts that I've been thinking of
[01:30.32] And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
[01:33.64] Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
[01:37.06] But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
[01:43.37] It's not how it's supposed to go
[01:46.49] I'm moving on and letting go
[01:49.78] And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
[01:56.12] It's easier to be delusional
[02:01.32] Than to say I'm not okay
[02:04.68] So I make it up
[02:07.88] Like it's always been this way
[02:10.30] So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
[02:14.80] Too young to worry
[02:16.56] So I'll be delusional
[02:23.63] I know that I've been playing with fire for too long
[02:28.17] But now I'm starting to get burned
[02:31.32] You can't say I'm not trying
[02:33.86] Cause I'm trying
[02:36.05] It's easier to be delusional
[02:41.28] Than to say I'm not okay
[02:44.57] So I make it up
[02:47.86] Like it's always been this way
[02:50.37] So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
[02:54.86] Too young to worry
[02:56.52] So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
[03:03.51]