What It Takes To Move Forward

My heart hurts and my body aches
I want to know just what it takes to move on, and
to get gone
Because I'm not allowed to hold you, or say your
name
t's not allowed
l guess that's just the way it goes, when you say
goodbye
You close your eyes and all the flowers die
guess that's just the way it goes, from when it
rains to when it snows
Where did you go?
That was the first day it rained
That was the first day that it rained
The first day that I knew l could be hurt again
That was when I knew l could feel, and that I had
felt something real
That was the first day, and the last day
Where have you been, since then? I miss you
| miss the skin that I could have lived in
I miss your company, I miss everything
l miss the nothings, the somethings, I miss it all
I miss the way that you'd call, to say who you
loved
There's always time to change your mind
But I feel like its too late to change mine
l've been so caught up in who l was
But it takes mistakes to learn how to make things
Work
I'm learning what I need to be