Before I Die

Yeah, I want some more happy days,
I want some more accolades,
I want my momma to hit my phone and congratulate like,
"Damn you made it, damn baby you made it, you really found a way through all the ways that they hated"
This more like happy, belated
You been working for it
And I can't think of a person who'd be more perfect for it
Askin' God, "why my sister always with these nurses for?
She been hurtin' all her life, why she always hurtin' more?"
Sharlie, I wish I could take your pain,
And I been feelin' so ashamed
Because you cherish every breath and I use my breath to complain
I won't buy a single plain 'til I put you on a plane
And show you how I been grindin' and everything I became
I'll never give up,
I'll never give up, because I care for you
You call, you bet I pick up
I'm always there for you
I learnt how to never have a single fear from you
And the moment you hear this I hope I hear from you

The money been low, so we been getting high,
"My nigga how you been?"
He said, "we been getting by"
But we been hurtin' so much that we can't even cry,
I'll get you right before I die,
The money been low, so we been getting high
She said "what is impossible?"
I still know that you try
And I know you have your reasons so I never ask you why
I'll get you right before I die

And girl you been there through thick and thin
You always pointed out my bitter friends
I wouldn't do you wrong
One time if I could live again
Like, how many ways I gotta tell you I'm a different man?
And we ain't had money but time is the thing we didn't spend
I always had this love for you, but never did enough for you
And all this extra space in my bed just make me uncomfortable
You tell me when I'm fucking you is the only time I fuck with you
I told you that I'm grinding, it's something we got to suffer through
I'm doing this for us
Girl, I'm doing this for us
And I know that you been broken ever since I broke your trust
And I know you ain't been happy ever since I got these buds
Cause it ain't never going to be the way it was
But I'm still praying that you call me when you down
Cause I always be around
And everything you searching for I'm hoping that you found
But you don't need a king to be a queen look at your crown
I hope I see you when you back in town, money

I see you when you back in town, money
I see you when you back in town, money
I see you when you back in town, money
I see you when you back in town, money