Parasite

I can't seem to wash
The world's semen off my skin
I scratch and I scrape
At all my futile sins
I'm so unclean
I wear dirtiness
Like a cloak
Unworthiness

Parasite still on the brain
I want poison in my veins
Paralyzed now in the bed
But there's voices in my head

I can't seem to shake
The old demon off my back
I push and I pull
In his brutal attack
He can't be seen
But he's murmuring
"Life's a joke"
Death's flirting

Parasite still on the brain
I want poison in my veins
Paralyzed now on the bed
But there's voices in my head

It's a terrible task
To have to wear this mask
Only you see
The real and raw me
At the end of the day
I beg of you to say
Good... good bye
Our fatal love's a living lie