Reflections

She was always talking about these crazy things and
I never understood a word she said all I understood was that
She was the girl I sat up every night thinking about
Yeah
(In love)
She's so different
My mind chocked with vision
Of me, her, a baby
A dreamer, it's crazy
I know I just fucked up a good thing
Potentially great thing,
Potentially twin flames
A possibly soul mates
A maybe a just out my mind and
I can't come to grips with this real life, I'm living
I don't know, how we got this way
I'm spending late nights just thinking about old days
I got these old pics
Saved in my old phones
I know it won't help
Stop trying to hold on
Hope never leaves quick
Nah that always moves slow
Romance than just friends
I'd rather let go.

I thought she cared for me
What did she do or say to give you that impression
The way she talked to me
And smiled

Assumptions and wrong impressions
The main component of my life
It's a life of lessons
I been learning from my mistakes
I got quite a bit, at oath
Can I catch a break
I mean for heaven sake

Yo

We started off awfully great
I thought we'd probably finish off lawfully wed
Maybe that's some wishful thinking
And maybe I should slow my roll with the over drinking
But that's some wishful thinking
It's funny how the highs turn to lows quick
It's funny how the lows make me want to roll it up
Maybe I should be grateful that you gave up
That way I don't waste my time trying to make us work