Explaining the Unexplained - Instrumental

I been sittin' here thinkin' reminiscing on the past
Thinkin' back to the childhood that I never had
Aware that I wasn't very liked all as a child
Spending years,
waiting for the friend that mama said would cross paths
I was 5 years old then, now I'm halfway til seventeen
I'm beginning to feel like we'll never meet
Don't understand emotions, only made more enemies
It's only Me, myself, and I, I only got a friend in me
Labeled as a trouble maker
I was in love with paper
Writin' was my strongest passion I'd spill my blood on thesе pages
Unaware that I wasn't liked, I livеd life the matrix
Reality hit and I questioned why I was hated
Growin' up poor, never sat on the porch to watch the sunset
But waited for night to reveal secrets the sun kept
Witnessed a pandemic, but I haven't witnessed love yet
Something's coming, I can feel it, my fate is just ahead