Outside / In

In the wake of morning light these thoughts that I can't defend.
Better keep this to myself the dark it calls me a friend.
All this time my door was closed to you.
But I see now what I'm supposed to do.

Cause I'm on the outside but not looking in.
I know the path to take but I can't get myself to begin.
So what's the upside?
To walk through the pain?
I know the path to take and I'm the only one in my way.

The daylight is fading fast but how can I move along?
The old fears are coming back.
The ones that I thought were gone.
The world has been kind to me it's true.
But I can't send that that kindness back to you.

Cause I'm on the outside but not looking in.
I know the path to take but I can't get myself to begin.
So what's the upside?
To walk through the pain?
I know the path to take and I'm the only one in my way.

I'm on the outside.

And I know the path to take am I'm the only one in my way.

And I'm the only one in my way.
And I'm the only one in my way.