Even If It Kills Me (2008)

I've been awake for days and I don't wanna shake it
No persuading
Always on the rise but I don't wanna be under
Concrete breaking
Everything I need is nothing more than my senses
Undesired
Overworked and can't pretend something's around me
Selfless reject

And even if it kills me
I won't lose my grip
I fell into my hole that I didn't dig
And nothing leads to nothing
But I'm getting closer to something
Tighten up the bolts, embrace the day
Tomorrow is too late

I was home for days sinking in a disaster
Pure survival
Hypnotized I'm blind and I'm falling down faster
Crashing vitals
Paranoid to say maybe this could be tragic
If I falter
I can touch but can't feel anything burning
Thanks for nothing

And even if it kills me
I won't lose my grip
I fell into my hole that I didn't dig
And nothing leads to nothing
But I'm getting closer to something
Tighten up the bolts, embrace the day
Tomorrow is too late

I can't stand this feeling
Every day forever
Have I lost my only chance to feel this pain?
Stand up for a reason
Fight this war within me
I can't lose if my reality escapes

Even if it kills me
I won't lose my grip
I fell into my hole that I didn't dig
And nothing leads to nothing
But I'm getting closer to something
Tighten up the bolts, embrace the day
Tomorrow is too late