old days (feat. justicexavier)
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โฑ๏ธ 2:38 duration
๐ ID: 12950644
๐ Lyrics
I feel like a burden
I feel like im worthless
Feel like im worthy of love
And i don't feel i deserve it
Feelings get tossed out
The window when i feel like im hurting
They tell me
"men should suck it up"
Do they forget imma person?
Do they forget im not perfect?
Do they forget that im working?
Up on myself like everyday
My mental feels like a circus
My bubble, it's bursting
Mud is on me, you know it's murking
My judgement cloudy
The sun just makes it so hard on the surface
Im searching, for this inner peace
Enemy is the person, i see inside of the mirror
Wanna break him & hurt him
Im cursing til i see the younger me
And cry when i hurt him
Im still taking shit out on me
I guess im never done learning
Still remember the day momma bought maxi
That meant no more trips to the store breaking change for the taxi
Houptie was all white had some rust and a stain on the backseat
Road trips were the best sleep the smell of the suede was relaxing
Things as i kid i was too ignorant to experience
In a world of taxes and capitalism imperialist
Mfs who don't care about they people just the
Bread we give to fund they life to feed their
Homes and spoil they kids n shit it's a shame like
Why tf i think eating ramen daily was normal
That walmart was a privilege and applebees was formal
Franks and baked beans was monday to friday and so on
Miss them days when grandma yelled to come in when the lights go on
Open oven got the kitchen feelin like 1945
Riceroni and good times feed my little mind
There was beauty in the struggle i miss the shitty times
Breaded chicken wit mac n cheese the shitty kind
I feel like im worthless
Feel like im worthy of love
And i don't feel i deserve it
Feelings get tossed out
The window when i feel like im hurting
They tell me
"men should suck it up"
Do they forget imma person?
Do they forget im not perfect?
Do they forget that im working?
Up on myself like everyday
My mental feels like a circus
My bubble, it's bursting
Mud is on me, you know it's murking
My judgement cloudy
The sun just makes it so hard on the surface
Im searching, for this inner peace
Enemy is the person, i see inside of the mirror
Wanna break him & hurt him
Im cursing til i see the younger me
And cry when i hurt him
Im still taking shit out on me
I guess im never done learning
Still remember the day momma bought maxi
That meant no more trips to the store breaking change for the taxi
Houptie was all white had some rust and a stain on the backseat
Road trips were the best sleep the smell of the suede was relaxing
Things as i kid i was too ignorant to experience
In a world of taxes and capitalism imperialist
Mfs who don't care about they people just the
Bread we give to fund they life to feed their
Homes and spoil they kids n shit it's a shame like
Why tf i think eating ramen daily was normal
That walmart was a privilege and applebees was formal
Franks and baked beans was monday to friday and so on
Miss them days when grandma yelled to come in when the lights go on
Open oven got the kitchen feelin like 1945
Riceroni and good times feed my little mind
There was beauty in the struggle i miss the shitty times
Breaded chicken wit mac n cheese the shitty kind
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:24.44] I feel like a burden
[00:25.69] I feel like im worthless
[00:26.97] Feel like im worthy of love
[00:28.48] And i don't feel i deserve it
[00:29.88] Feelings get tossed out
[00:30.70] The window when i feel like im hurting
[00:32.43] They tell me
[00:33.37] "Men should suck it up"
[00:34.56] Do they forget imma person?
[00:35.76] Do they forget im not perfect?
[00:37.11] Do they forget that im working?
[00:38.64] Up on myself like everyday
[00:40.12] My mental feels like a circus
[00:41.67] My bubble, it's bursting
[00:43.01] Mud is on me, you know it's murking
[00:44.85] My judgement cloudy
[00:45.68] The sun just makes it so hard on the surface
[00:48.03] Im searching, for this inner peace
[00:49.59] Enemy is the person, i see inside of the mirror
[00:52.45] Wanna break him & hurt him
[00:53.96] Im cursing til i see the younger me
[00:56.01] And cry when i hurt him
[00:57.18] Im still taking shit out on me
[00:58.67] I guess im never done learning
[01:13.10] Still remember the day momma bought maxi
[01:15.32] That meant no more trips to the store breaking change for the taxi
[01:18.20] Houptie was all white had some rust and a stain on the backseat
[01:21.12] Road trips were the best sleep the smell of the suede was relaxing
[01:24.39] Things as i kid i was too ignorant to experience
[01:27.26] In a world of taxes and capitalism imperialist
[01:30.02] Mfs who don't care about they people just the
[01:32.63] Bread we give to fund they life to feed their
[01:34.15] Homes and spoil they kids n shit it's a shame like
[01:37.10] Why tf i think eating ramen daily was normal
[01:40.01] That walmart was a privilege and applebees was formal
[01:42.84] Franks and baked beans was monday to friday and so on
[01:45.70] Miss them days when grandma yelled to come in when the lights go on
[01:49.34] Open oven got the kitchen feelin like 1945
[01:52.32] Riceroni and good times feed my little mind
[01:55.27] There was beauty in the struggle i miss the shitty times
[01:58.11] Breaded chicken wit mac n cheese the shitty kind
[02:02.53]
[00:25.69] I feel like im worthless
[00:26.97] Feel like im worthy of love
[00:28.48] And i don't feel i deserve it
[00:29.88] Feelings get tossed out
[00:30.70] The window when i feel like im hurting
[00:32.43] They tell me
[00:33.37] "Men should suck it up"
[00:34.56] Do they forget imma person?
[00:35.76] Do they forget im not perfect?
[00:37.11] Do they forget that im working?
[00:38.64] Up on myself like everyday
[00:40.12] My mental feels like a circus
[00:41.67] My bubble, it's bursting
[00:43.01] Mud is on me, you know it's murking
[00:44.85] My judgement cloudy
[00:45.68] The sun just makes it so hard on the surface
[00:48.03] Im searching, for this inner peace
[00:49.59] Enemy is the person, i see inside of the mirror
[00:52.45] Wanna break him & hurt him
[00:53.96] Im cursing til i see the younger me
[00:56.01] And cry when i hurt him
[00:57.18] Im still taking shit out on me
[00:58.67] I guess im never done learning
[01:13.10] Still remember the day momma bought maxi
[01:15.32] That meant no more trips to the store breaking change for the taxi
[01:18.20] Houptie was all white had some rust and a stain on the backseat
[01:21.12] Road trips were the best sleep the smell of the suede was relaxing
[01:24.39] Things as i kid i was too ignorant to experience
[01:27.26] In a world of taxes and capitalism imperialist
[01:30.02] Mfs who don't care about they people just the
[01:32.63] Bread we give to fund they life to feed their
[01:34.15] Homes and spoil they kids n shit it's a shame like
[01:37.10] Why tf i think eating ramen daily was normal
[01:40.01] That walmart was a privilege and applebees was formal
[01:42.84] Franks and baked beans was monday to friday and so on
[01:45.70] Miss them days when grandma yelled to come in when the lights go on
[01:49.34] Open oven got the kitchen feelin like 1945
[01:52.32] Riceroni and good times feed my little mind
[01:55.27] There was beauty in the struggle i miss the shitty times
[01:58.11] Breaded chicken wit mac n cheese the shitty kind
[02:02.53]