at the bottom of everything

The dark matter
Rewired
Parts of me
I never
Cared to admit really might exist
I try too much not to think about anything
I'm hardly trying at all

I wanted my future to be cooler, not nothing
Not nothing, not nothing, not nothing, not nothing
I'm at the bottom of the well
But I'm still digging like there's more
I keep on hearing that you love me
Very, very, very, very, very, very, very much
But at the bottom of everything
You're just a pesky devil on my shoulder
Just an evil little crutch