Ruth Leslie (Cigregrets Pt. 1)

I can't recall what I was looking for
Reward or price of resting
Nailing closed unopened doors

What's peace
A treaty to seize
A truce with your grief to find a true center
New me
So naturally
I want certainty
When you need surrender of whatever keeps me angry

And vow to sit this one out
Concerned my discernment conquers my doubts
There's no way to tell if I'm talking to God or Myself

What's need
A treaty to seize
A truce with your grief to find a true center
New me
So naturally
I want certainty
When you need surrender of whatever keeps me asking

How to sit this one out
You'd think id know the difference by now
There's no way to tell if I'm talking to God or Myself