Sick Ever After (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)

Tired of the holding out
Know what it's all about
Push me closer to the wall till I fall through the plaster
Tired of the falling out
Know what I'm talking bout
Creep up under my skin slowly, I'm sick ever after

So quick, so painless
I know that, you won't hate it
I hope that, you don't fake it
Shit, you fake it till you make it, right? (Till you make it)
A lot of people wanna take my life (Lot of people wanna take it)
A lot of people really hate my type (Lot of people really hate it)
A little liquor, prolly save my night (Oh, what?)
And I don't know I just pray I'm right

But what's there to pray to?
Man, they really fucked up when they made you
And I been feeling fucked up, better take two
(Take two more, oh shit)

Tired of the holding out
Know what it's all about
Push me closer to the wall till I fall through the plaster
Tired of the falling out
Know what I'm talking bout
Creep up under my skin slowly, I'm sick ever after

Tempting, just to wake up in the past again
And too shy to say (Too shy to say)
That I'm done with a lasting end
And I was numb from every thought I had (Yeah)
Saying things I can't retract
Mind the synchronicities, I don't embrace, I'm pushing back
And I keep things (And I keep things)
That I don't ever need to keep (No, no)
Stressing over pressure no one ever placed on me
Drowning in romantic debt (Romantic debt)
Still emotionally trapped (Emotionally trapped)
Still have issues with control (Yeah)
Fever's gone straight to my head, I step back