Suburbs

[00:17.25] It's funny you should ask me why I never visit home
[00:21.05] It's just awkward that your company makes me feel more alone
[00:25.15] And I'm tired of pretending nothing's wrong
[00:33.78] We used to get our laughs in the cheapest fucking ways
[00:37.82] It never seemed mean but I've been thinking back these days
[00:43.82] And I'm the one that changed
[00:49.83] Sometimes I wish you could do the same
[00:58.68] I've been trying to wash these words off of my lips
[01:02.73] Find something honest to replace them with
[01:06.20] And I don't hate you
[01:07.82] I just know you'll never get it, and you don't have to get it
[01:14.93] And I wish you wouldn't ask about my best laid plans
[01:19.28] You wouldn't like the answer if I had one
[01:23.57] And your disappointed looks always keep me on the hook
[01:27.75] But I refuse to die for that
[01:43.39] This isn't what you want, but this isn't about you
[01:47.93] I'm just trying to flush the suburbs from my blood
[01:52.27] And I'm scared that you're the person I'll become
[01:56.06] And I don't hate you
[01:57.65] I just know you'll never get it
[02:00.13] And you don't have to get it
[02:01.65] You just have to respect it
[02:31.25] I'm just trying to clean the garbage from my floor
[02:35.90] Or maybe just hide behind my door
[02:39.67] I don't hate you
[02:41.57] I just know you'll never get it
[02:43.41] We'll probably just forget it
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