Cicatrices
๐ต 1019 characters
โฑ๏ธ 2:31 duration
๐ ID: 13040724
๐ Lyrics
It's growing inside
Dictates my actions from now on
It takes a large space in my life
As my moves get harder and limited
Using fears from a hidden place
Any means to get me on my knees
Under my blanket I'm attacked by memories
I thought were way deeper you know
How it's like to struggle all alone
Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
You can't fight it
Just wait 'til it's bored and finally take a deep breath
Rest and put things in perspective
Coin flipping knowing I won't get the chosen side
Afraid. Exhausted
We laugh, we drink as I now try to hide I just want to fall
It seems I am haunted
You feed the beast that bites your hand
A circle of irrational violence that takes you whenever it wants
So fucking hard to take
My loved ones start to get tired
Of complaints and long silences
Useless pills and breath exercises
Like wide open cicatrices
You know how it's like to struggle all alone
Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
You can't fight it, just wait till it's bored and finally
...nothing
Dictates my actions from now on
It takes a large space in my life
As my moves get harder and limited
Using fears from a hidden place
Any means to get me on my knees
Under my blanket I'm attacked by memories
I thought were way deeper you know
How it's like to struggle all alone
Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
You can't fight it
Just wait 'til it's bored and finally take a deep breath
Rest and put things in perspective
Coin flipping knowing I won't get the chosen side
Afraid. Exhausted
We laugh, we drink as I now try to hide I just want to fall
It seems I am haunted
You feed the beast that bites your hand
A circle of irrational violence that takes you whenever it wants
So fucking hard to take
My loved ones start to get tired
Of complaints and long silences
Useless pills and breath exercises
Like wide open cicatrices
You know how it's like to struggle all alone
Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
You can't fight it, just wait till it's bored and finally
...nothing
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:15.93] It's growing inside
[00:18.49] Dictates my actions from now on
[00:20.95] It takes a large space in my life
[00:24.56] As my moves get harder and limited
[00:26.81] Using fears from a hidden place
[00:28.79] Any means to get me on my knees
[00:30.78] Under my blanket I'm attacked by memories
[00:33.29] I thought were way deeper you know
[00:36.81] How it's like to struggle all alone
[00:40.41] Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
[00:45.73] You can't fight it
[00:47.49] Just wait 'til it's bored and finally take a deep breath
[00:51.57] Rest and put things in perspective
[00:57.43] Coin flipping knowing I won't get the chosen side
[01:04.13] Afraid. Exhausted
[01:06.85] We laugh, we drink as I now try to hide I just want to fall
[01:13.51] It seems I am haunted
[01:17.22] You feed the beast that bites your hand
[01:21.34] A circle of irrational violence that takes you whenever it wants
[01:31.11] So fucking hard to take
[01:52.24] My loved ones start to get tired
[01:54.42] Of complaints and long silences
[01:56.67] Useless pills and breath exercises
[01:59.12] Like wide open cicatrices
[02:01.33] You know how it's like to struggle all alone
[02:10.72] Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
[02:16.04] You can't fight it, just wait till it's bored and finally
[02:23.52] ...nothing
[02:28.54]
[00:18.49] Dictates my actions from now on
[00:20.95] It takes a large space in my life
[00:24.56] As my moves get harder and limited
[00:26.81] Using fears from a hidden place
[00:28.79] Any means to get me on my knees
[00:30.78] Under my blanket I'm attacked by memories
[00:33.29] I thought were way deeper you know
[00:36.81] How it's like to struggle all alone
[00:40.41] Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
[00:45.73] You can't fight it
[00:47.49] Just wait 'til it's bored and finally take a deep breath
[00:51.57] Rest and put things in perspective
[00:57.43] Coin flipping knowing I won't get the chosen side
[01:04.13] Afraid. Exhausted
[01:06.85] We laugh, we drink as I now try to hide I just want to fall
[01:13.51] It seems I am haunted
[01:17.22] You feed the beast that bites your hand
[01:21.34] A circle of irrational violence that takes you whenever it wants
[01:31.11] So fucking hard to take
[01:52.24] My loved ones start to get tired
[01:54.42] Of complaints and long silences
[01:56.67] Useless pills and breath exercises
[01:59.12] Like wide open cicatrices
[02:01.33] You know how it's like to struggle all alone
[02:10.72] Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
[02:16.04] You can't fight it, just wait till it's bored and finally
[02:23.52] ...nothing
[02:28.54]