Happy Now

[00:05.76] Pick up my phone, I shouldn't check again
[00:08.34] But here I go, jealous of all my friends
[00:10.81] They've got it figured out, I don't
[00:16.07] Stuck on a loop, getting all in my head
[00:18.31] So much to do, I can't count the endless hours I've spent
[00:22.22] I'm failure prone
[00:25.84] Time's always been an enemy
[00:28.44] Scaring me half to death
[00:30.21] I fell asleep at 17 and woke up 30
[00:35.46] So I let me down
[00:39.18] Unfulfilling expectations
[00:41.63] Wishing I could be complacent
[00:45.56] But I'm freaking out
[00:49.35] Count for hours years I've wasted
[00:51.99] Thought I'd be happy now
[00:56.32] Happy now
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[01:09.36] Closing my eyes, try to deny I'm here
[01:11.80] How is my life everything I feared
[01:14.47] Running this maze with no way out, no
[01:18.83] Has it all been a lie, am I deluding myself
[01:21.50] Put it all on the line or put it all on the shelf
[01:24.37] Tell everyone I'm fine when I really need help
[01:26.65] Cause I'm too proud to hear it
[01:28.92] So I let me down
[01:32.60] Unfulfilling expectations
[01:35.25] Wishing I could be complacent
[01:39.01] But I'm freaking out
[01:42.97] Count for hours years I've wasted
[01:45.51] Thought I'd be happy now
[01:49.96] Happy now
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[01:55.19] Happy now
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[02:05.01] Happy now
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