Boundless Torpor

one mind so exponentially limited
that even nothingness holds more substance
mortal logic implodes on itself
a seething mass of baseless claims
impossible to verify
impossible

how can I explain
oh I can't explain this
anguish that wells up inside
oh I can't explain
oh I can't explain this
I've lost all sense of myself

the needle crashes
neatly organised ideas shatter
amorphous being pours through the gaps

nothing holds up to scrutiny
nothing makes sense

there's nothing to explain
it was just a feeling
wake me up from standby
please defrag my hard drive

yet moments of feeling break through
flood of meaning makes my eyes sting
it blurs my view and I try to hold on
but it's already gone

there's nothing to explain
it was just a feeling