Doors Closing

Love, I promised I tried my best
I never wanted this to end so sour
But stranger, how could you have been content
There were nothing but omens
From the first couple hours

I have the evidence of a paradise, yet
All I can recall are sacrifices

Darling, I know we thought the same
There'll never come a day where we split
But old friend, truly can it be love
If wе've both had enough
Is this what you think's fun?
I have thе fragments of utopia scattered in my car
All I remember, though, is wondering how we ever got this far
Your smile in pictures, hints of fragrance from your sweater
Will throwing shit away really make me feel better?

And I don't wanna think of looking out at Toronto
Scared I'll cave and try to call you back tomorrow
And every holiday that goes by alone
I sit and think of all the plans we used to make
But I can't go back, don't let me go back

And now that I'm finally all alone
Just got myself to blame
For my endless lack of motivation
And my shitty grades

So when you're on-stage in the future
Please forget my name
So you don't choke on any remnants
Of this bitter taste