Permanent Scars

[00:13.48] I'm wearing myself thin
[00:15.80] No more strength left within
[00:17.87] I always let my self destructiveness win
[00:23.01] I'm begging on my knees
[00:25.34] These feelings just won't leave
[00:28.02] Hyperventilating until I just can't breathe
[00:54.72] I'm wearing myself thin
[00:57.48] No more strength left within
[00:59.90] I always let my self destructiveness win
[01:04.86] I'm begging on my knees
[01:06.96] These feelings just won't leave
[01:09.96] Hyperventilating until I just can't breathe
[01:14.26] The thought of ending my life
[01:16.39] Is always on my mind
[01:17.82] I don't really wanna die
[01:18.82] But I don't even feel alive
[01:21.13] Permanent scars on my arms
[01:22.88] No reason for alarm
[01:24.74] I turned my back on my soul, and now there's nothing left
[01:28.30] The thought of ending my life
[01:30.03] Is always on my mind
[01:31.33] But if I've never really lived
[01:32.59] Then can you even call it suicide?
[01:35.07] My soul is dead
[01:38.35] This state of mind has left me perpetually impaired
[01:41.90] Pull the trigger
[01:45.14] 'Cause if I've never really lived
[01:46.27] Then can you even call it suicide?
[01:49.37] Is this even suicide?
[01:59.16] Is this even suicide?
[02:08.83] I'm better off dead
[02:19.15] Is this even suicide?
[02:33.65] I'm wearing myself thin
[02:35.61] No more strength left within
[02:38.36] I always let my self destructiveness win
[02:43.08] I'm begging on my knees
[02:45.31] These feelings just won't leave
[02:48.18] Hyperventilating until I just can't breathe
[02:52.95] Help me
[03:00.92] Somebody, fuck
[03:12.44] I'm convinced that there's nothing left
[03:17.82] Nothing left to live for
[03:22.47] I'm convinced that there's nothing left
[03:27.39] Nothing left to live for
[03:31.09] Slit
[03:51.89] The thought of ending my life
[03:54.03] Is always on my mind
[03:56.53] But if I've never really lived
[03:58.68] Then can you even call it suicide?
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