Helping Hands

Cursed to walk this earth but no one offers helping hands
Pick up all the pieces I should really start again
Get myself a job and try to make some fucking friends
Scratch that, I don't want that, can you help me make a plan?

It might take some time but I think I could come around
I don't want to hand I feel depressive in and out
Hope you understand what I be going through right now
Cuz I cannot get a grip on what this shit is all about

Assume you're always lying when you say you have my back
Treat me like the others cuz I don't know how to act
Working on my people skills but I just need some rest
Waiting for the day when both my parents are impressed

B-974
I need 20 more
Package at the door
Tell me what you want
Some one I adore
I need that for sure
Who were you before
Am I what you want?

One, two, just tell me what to do (three, four)
Tell me where to move
Tell me what to choose
You won't tell me what you want
Anything at all, you know who to call

You know who to call
For anything at all
I can get it quick
Yeah that's how we ball

Pristine, magic
Lights cam action
Guess what happens
Guess what happens
So tragic, black magic
My habits, so drastic

Pissed off, captions always matching
I could never do this shit alone you make it happen
Played a part in everything I did but then you vanished
Couldn't fu...
Couldn't help but think that I was average

Used to cry while driving from my work going home (One, two, three, four)
I was 19 hoping I could have someone to hold
want to be the person people look up to the most
and I wouldn't mind dressing in designer, head to toe, no

Not tryna be difficult
But I'll try to be a little less cynical now
A little less critical
If you were unsure would you risk it all? no