the world is a horrible place and i am terrified of dying

Where were you
When I needed you
I felt alone and dumb and honestly
I hate that feeling

And I'll count the stars
When the sun goes down
In case they'll have a different meaning
When will I have a meaning?

And you'll build me up
Just to
Break me down

And you'll build me up
Just to
Break me down

I know you never meant that
I know you never meant that
You always told me that
You're complacent, impatient, and honestly I can't stand to be around you anymore
Just to find a meaning
When will I have a meaning
When will I have a meaning
When will I have a meaning

So take your sharp breaths
And remember you'll never get any rest
If you keep on living this way