Effort

[00:27.19] Tomorrow you might be gone
[00:34.02] So stand out on the lawn
[00:41.08] Practice waving goodbye, courageous crane, fly
[00:47.75] Tell me, what's the point of loving someone at all?
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[00:57.22] I'm small and I feel that way in the morning
[01:05.51] Everyone's leaving the city for someplace pretty
[01:12.93] And I'm lonely
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[01:21.39] I don't know why it takes so much effort to feel good these days
[01:32.97] And I don't know why I'm still awake
[01:40.15] Waiting for you
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[01:55.54] Blue swimming pool, clear carrots in the garden
[02:02.41] Lamb's ear growing from the concrete
[02:09.25] Brought you a pie one November in the evening
[02:15.90] A certain sweetness only found in memory
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[02:24.18] So sweet that I have to remind myself
[02:32.46] Oh, this feeling is fleeting
[02:36.58] And I'm always somewhere else
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[02:47.04] I don't know why it takes so much effort to feel good these days
[02:58.68] And I don't know why I'm still awake
[03:05.82] Waiting for you
[03:09.25] Waiting for you
[03:14.46] I don't know why, but it takes so much effort to feel good these days
[03:26.01] And I don't know why I'm still awake
[03:31.55] Looking for something to do
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[03:40.15] What do I do?
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[03:50.43] Watch dumb tv, go for a walk
[03:57.38] Write in a journal, stare at the clock
[04:05.84] Call a friend, whisper
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[04:14.49] "Fuck you" to the world
[04:19.53] I am spent
[04:27.34] I am spent
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[04:33.28] I am spent
[04:39.85] I am spent
[04:46.94] I am spent
[04:53.83] I am
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