Unloved

[00:05.42] My legs are too thick and then they're too small
[00:09.18] I'm everything I hate and then I'm nothing at all
[00:12.49] I want him to see me, I want him to stay
[00:15.60] But if he says he wants me I will push him away
[00:18.84] I skip my dinner, I paint my face
[00:22.26] He picks me up, we stay up late
[00:25.66] I close the door, I've lost my way
[00:28.79] So I drown myself in pain
[00:31.92] The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
[00:35.48] I push it down, I lock it up
[00:38.68] So many ways to waste my time
[00:42.06] I use it all to dry up the flood
[00:48.63] It's only 'cause I wanna feel loved
[00:56.73] I feel so unloved
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[01:04.85] I search for a high, a way to get by
[01:08.28] They'll judge no matter what, so I don't really mind
[01:11.65] I'm never enough so I act like I'm tough
[01:14.99] But on the inside, I just wanna cry
[01:18.08] I weigh myself, I stuff my face
[01:21.33] I'm half alive, I'm so ashamed
[01:24.86] I kiss him once, I feel nothing
[01:28.10] So I do it all again
[01:31.37] The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
[01:34.58] I push it down, I lock it up
[01:37.91] So many ways to waste my time
[01:41.27] I use it all it all to dry up the flood
[01:47.70] It's only 'cause I wanna feel loved
[01:55.85] I feel so unloved
[01:58.04] They judge me like we're not the same
[02:00.75] At least I know, I'm in this game
[02:04.07] We run, we hide, we feel, we cry
[02:07.37] You can't deny, you feel the pain
[02:14.04] Distractions won't take it away
[02:23.87] The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
[02:27.27] I push it down, I lock it up
[02:30.68] So many ways to waste my time
[02:33.93] I use it all it all and dry up the flood
[02:40.14] It's only 'cause I wanna feel loved
[02:45.98] Yeah, I feel so unloved
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