Bad Souvenir

There was a glare on the TV screen
Oh, please turn the light off
Not that it matters when there's nothing to watch
Thrifted ourselves into oblivion
But I couldn't care less
Now that we're buried underneath piles of trash

Accepting the fact we're stuck here
Being alive is so weird
Really should find a career
Wouldn't you like to disappear?
How could we lose a whole year?
Fuck off into the atmosphere
My future is crystal clear
Left on the shelf like a bad souvenir

I faked my death
Or was that just some dumb dream I had?
I can't believe you don't see through me
'Cause I can't shake the urge to just throw it all away
Feeling so content to just let things slip
'Cause I don't believe I'll ever change the way I think
You shouldn't have to witness
My slow descent

So comfortable around you
Free to be myself
Well, maybe I'm just depressed
So much rather be somebody else

Trying to be a better friend
Start checking in on you again
But as soon as they drain the canal
It's back to sleeping in