This Is Not

[00:18.98] I tried to make myself, fit inside your world
[00:24.35] My time's been spent on being the right girl
[00:30.33] How far away I am from where I need to be
[00:36.33] I'm so tired of this useless fantasy
[00:42.58] Oh oh, oh oh
[00:46.25] This is not what I need to be
[00:48.95] Oh oh, oh oh
[00:51.97] This is not what you mean to me
[00:57.32] I'm not losing hope, I'm not laying blame
[01:01.91] I know we both want love, we both feel the same
[01:07.71] I'm moving forward to where I need to be
[01:13.84] My life is spinning in this mystery
[01:19.87] Oh oh, oh oh
[01:23.32] This is not what I need to be
[01:26.22] Oh oh, oh oh
[01:29.23] This is not what you mean to me
[01:55.61] I tried to be so perfect
[02:02.37] Oh oh, oh oh
[02:11.42] This is not what I need to be
[02:14.43] Oh oh, oh oh
[02:17.23] This is not what you mean to me
[02:20.48] Oh oh, oh oh
[02:23.55] This is not what I need to be
[02:26.29] Oh oh, oh oh
[02:29.44] This is not what you mean to me
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