As A Dream

Sleepin' off the guilt from the night before
My brother said, "Give it time, give it time"
I know you say you don't need me anymore
So why do you let me into your mind?

One step forward, two steps back
And I stepped in your psycho trap
I'm caught downwind from your perfume
I thought I got away, but it takes me back

I tell myself we'd never be
But didn't have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed
I tell myself we'd never be
But didn't have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed

You laughin' now 'cause I'm not over you
Picture by my bedside 'cause I can't let go of you
You exist where anxiety runs
The nights are cold, but the days don't need this drug

One step forward, two steps back
And I stepped in your psycho trap
I'm caught downwind from your perfume
I thought I got away, but it takes me back

(I'm so stupid)

I tell myself we'd never be
But didn't have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed
I tell myself we'd never be
But didn't have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed

Things just aren't what I'm used to
You left me with the scar tissue
And it rips when I miss you
And I can't tie it up again

(I'm so stupid)

I tell myself we'd never be
But didn't have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed
I tell myself we'd never be
But didn't have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed