Blackout

[00:12.73] Put myself in a dark hell
[00:14.36] How am I doing I'm not well
[00:15.86] Just woke up in a motel
[00:17.19] Alone guess I blacked out
[00:19.02] Popping pills not paying bills
[00:20.48] I can't sit still my cup re-fills
[00:22.08] I'm getting chills I know the drill
[00:23.76] Ohh I'm feeling Ill
[00:25.53] Mixing with lemonade
[00:27.03] Give in to my decay
[00:28.64] Only myself to blame
[00:30.37] Mamma I know she prays
[00:31.85] No friend will lend hand
[00:33.39] Burned every bridge I'm in
[00:34.98] Not one lie left to tell
[00:36.53] I know I need help
[00:38.46] I'm breaking
[00:39.80] Can ye change me
[00:41.47] In a nightmare
[00:42.68] Somebody wake me
[00:44.51] Treading water
[00:46.17] Till I can't see
[00:50.20] I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
[00:52.95] Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle killing myself
[00:57.74] Till I black out
[00:59.35] Living in hell
[01:00.87] Till I black out
[01:02.47] Want it to be over
[01:03.94] Waking up sober
[01:05.57] Catch my breath and I count to 3
[01:08.57] I want it to be over
[01:10.38] Devils on my shoulder
[01:11.83] Lift this curse right off of me
[01:28.43] Drinking smoking 3 packets
[01:30.08] Thinking don't be so average
[01:31.66] Shaking in a jean jacket
[01:33.12] See panic
[01:33.97] Mean addict
[01:35.12] That's when dreams vanish
[01:36.56] Want me to rehab it
[01:38.10] It's passed a bad habit
[01:39.27] I can't stand it
[01:40.13] I need answers
[01:42.66] Never seen panic
[01:42.86] That's when dreams vanish
[01:43.71] I need answers
[01:44.19] I'm breaking
[01:44.43] Can ye change me
[01:44.92] In a nightmare
[01:45.87] Somebody wake me
[01:47.62] Treading water
[01:49.33] Till I can't see
[01:53.24] I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
[01:56.03] Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle killing myself
[01:59.39] Till I black out
[02:02.49] Living in hell
[02:03.99] Till I black out
[02:05.56] Want it to be over
[02:07.06] Waking up sober
[02:08.73] Catch my breath and I count to 3
[02:11.84] I want it to be over
[02:13.44] Devils on my shoulder
[02:15.02] Lift this curse right off of me
[02:18.97] Truth is burning in my eyes
[02:22.18] Feeling like I'm half alive
[02:25.00] I swear this is the last time
[02:28.34] Escaping my suicide
[02:56.30] I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
[02:56.47] Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle killing myself
[03:04.06] Till I black out
[03:05.57] Living in hell
[03:07.17] Till I black out
[03:08.73] Want it to be over
[03:10.20] Waking up sober
[03:11.93] Catch my breath and I count to 3
[03:15.00] I want it to be over
[03:16.52] Devils on my shoulder
[03:18.13] Lift this curse right off of me
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