Self Inflicted

Love me, possess me.
Pull me down
Twist my effort.
Suck me dry.
Contain me. Manipulate and blame me.
I am beast of the living. A coward in this war.
I exist for nothing.
Build me up and destroy me,
Over and over.
Let me in and defeat me,
Time and time again.
I am weak,
Barely living. I deserve nothing.