Make It Up As I Go (feat. K.Flay)

[00:02.22] I keep on running backwards
[00:05.05] I keep on losing faith
[00:07.54] I thought I had the answers
[00:09.91] I thought I knew the way
[00:12.55] My brother said be patient
[00:15.28] My mother held my hand
[00:17.63] I don't know what I'm chasing
[00:20.37] I don't know who I am
[00:23.45] Woke up this morning holdin' my head
[00:26.09] Thinking last night is one I'll regret
[00:28.62] Washing off the bad decisions, the blurry vision
[00:31.86] The clues that I'm still a mess
[00:33.78] Spitting out the taste I have in my mouth
[00:36.25] Knowin' what this all is really about
[00:38.86] Knowin' there's an explanation, an expiration
[00:42.00] I gotta figure - out
[00:44.37] And they're askin' me if I can see
[00:47.03] The darkness down below
[00:49.40] And I know it's true, I say I do
[00:52.27] When half the time I don't
[00:54.35] Maybe I can't make what it may take
[00:57.32] To leave this thing behind
[00:59.50] But I shut my eyes and cross each line
[01:02.45] And every time
[01:03.71] I keep on running backwards
[01:06.28] I keep on losing faith
[01:08.71] I thought I had the answers
[01:11.36] I thought I knew the way
[01:13.88] My brother said be patient
[01:16.49] My mother held my hand
[01:18.98] I don't know what I'm chasing
[01:21.60] I don't know who I am
[01:24.83] Waking in the dead of night, I can't sleep
[01:27.31] Sleeping in the light of day for like weeks
[01:29.91] Reality was out of focus, I could be hopeless
[01:33.08] Instead I gritted my teeth
[01:34.90] I didn't have the patience left to explain
[01:37.55] Didn't wanna wake when nobody came
[01:40.15] I know the path ahead's uneven
[01:41.95] But while I'm breathing
[01:43.35] I have to make my own lane
[01:45.58] And they're askin' me if I can see
[01:48.22] The darkness down below
[01:50.72] And I know it's true, I say I do
[01:53.53] When half the time I don't
[01:55.68] Maybe I can't make what it may take
[01:58.63] To leave this thing behind
[02:00.90] But I shut my eyes and cross each line
[02:03.62] And every time
[02:04.83] I keep on running backwards
[02:07.58] I keep on losing faith
[02:09.98] I thought I had the answers
[02:12.65] I thought I knew the way
[02:15.19] My brother said be patient
[02:17.73] My mother held my hand
[02:20.27] I don't know what I'm chasing
[02:22.97] I don't know who I am
[02:24.85] So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
[02:30.23] I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
[02:35.46] So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
[02:40.84] I make it up as I go, as I go
[02:45.90] I keep on running backwards
[02:48.56] I keep on losing faith
[02:50.87] I thought I had the answers
[02:53.51] I thought I knew the way
[02:56.08] My brother said be patient
[02:58.65] My mother held my hand
[03:01.01] I don't know what I'm chasing
[03:03.83] Don't know who I am
[03:05.81] So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
[03:11.17] I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
[03:16.29] So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
[03:21.49] I make it up as I go, as I go
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