But You Know.... Whatever

Is it lust or love that pulls me to you
I still crave you after our intimate moments so I guess that answers my own question
So much hate has spawned by the decision of having you back in my life
I almost forgot your existence
Your smell your essence a decade of heartache
I moved on thinking i'll be okay I will find another
Time passes by but they just weren't you
I'll sit and listen as best as I can but I don't want to say good night for good
Your words have weight and they'll sink me down and I'm okay with that I'm still glad to have you back