in the still

In the still of it all I wish you were calming me down
And I'm sorry for the way that I said it, and i'm sorry that i'm so insecure
And I'm sorry for the way that I left it

And i'm not trying to tell you why I'm feeling sad
You've heard enough from me and broken text messages
A different time, a different place, a different moment
A different everything would make this less broken

And I'm not trying to tell you why I'm feeling low
It's been a couple of months and I'm still feeling hallow
Of all the people maybe thought you would care
Felt like I wasn't at the wheel so I cut my own hair

In the still of it all, in the still of it all
(i wish you were calming me down)

In the still of it all I wish you were calming me down
And the last time you saw me I was different
And the last time I saw you you were burned
And the last time doesn't make any difference

And I can't even waste time thinking about you
Cuz time on you's not a waste what am I supposed to do
A different time, a different place, a different moment
I could tell you everything I know I'd still blow it

And I'm not trying to turn back time and plead my case
I know when to fold my hand, I know when to walk away
It will grow back I whispered into the mirror
There's nothing left to say I couldn't have been clearer

In the still of it all, in the still of it all
(i wish you were calming me down)

In the still of it all, in the still of it all
(i wish you were calming me down)

In the still of it all, in the still of it all
(i wish you were calming me down)