I'm Sorry

I know it seems like I've got a hold on me
But I'm delicate and need your gravitational loving
I been trouble since, I guess since I was a kid I think
I was raised by a depressive mom
I grew up in a recessive time

So I'm sorry I caused all your pain
I didn't even know it was under my name
Sometimes I am caught and blinded by rage
I didn't even know I was holding this blade

So I'm sorry I didn't notice you
All I felt was the flesh I cut through
Hurting you was what I needed to feel
And I'm sorry I feel good about it

These days I'm at my highest highs or murderous lows
Now I'm feeling like I'll overflow
Bet you're regretting leaving me alone
Oh my cluttered mind is finally clear, baby
You're just a blood drop in the big bad sea
Somehow you don't matter to me

You tried to get out of here
To see your other woman
You know I've got some baggage that's why
I can't stop this feeling
I begged you to stay with me baby
I need this validation
Now you can stay with me for good
And I'll never be changing