50 Ways To Call The Void

I thought you were mine
But I was wrong wasn't I
The look in your eyes tells me that you lied
Didn't you?

That one night I crashed your car into the pool
I thought that we died
Instead I paid for the fucking pool
Are you the void? Or have I made these choices
I'm not crazy babe
I just trust the voices

When I felt the distance in your energy
When we didn't talk, how do you think that felt to me?
And all at once the blood came rushing to my face
My mind was scattered
And yours was all over the place

You are the void (or have I made these choices?) Am I the Lord?
I might be crazy babe
Why do I enjoy this?