End of My Fall

Lately I am dreaming, always
That as I clamber I fall from a wall
No way am I dreaming, because
There are no dreams that you break when you fall
Internal bleeding, dawdle
My broken bones could not suffer the fall
From the beginning
I always see that I fall from the wall

The sun I am reaching
I ascend from the dark, I have to go on
My hands are bleeding
And I need to stay strong, I have to hold on
But some bricks are missing
They're the steps to my goal, the end of my fall
I am not dreaming
I have to go on, and reach to the end of the wall

Distressed and shuttered, torn, scarred from grid
I put my hopes on an unfair bid
My need of solace kept me alive
And gave me strength to climb this wall of mine
There is no help there, what if I scream
My fingers trample, my toes can't stand and bleed
The inner power is lying between
The fear of death or your will to live