One in the Chamber

I'm sorry my love
I'm trying but I'm really 'bouta put one in the chamber
Don't save me
I'm so done
With trying my best not to seem like such a fucking failure
Don't save me

Is it too much for me to say
That I want to go away?
But I get faded
In replacement
And you hate how I behave
You avoid when I'm estranged
Cause I think dangerous
And I don't blame you
I feel dangerous enough
To spill my brains and guts
Make red of all these empty pages
For no wages

The highs that I always chase
The meals I can barely taste
Can't get out of my own brain
I think I'm ready to break
The highs that I always chase
The meals I can barely taste
Can't get out of my own brain
I think I'm ready to break

So, I'm sorry my love
I'm trying but I'm really 'bouta put one in the chamber
Don't save me
I'm so done
With trying my best not to seem like such a fucking failure
Don't save me