Crutches

Things were different this time, oh
But you were the same
I showed up, I endured the climb, oh
But you never came

No shame in giving up
This time, you won't get let down
They made your heart erupt
But their eyes want to watch you drown

No shame in giving up
This time, you won't get let down
They made your heart erupt
But their eyes want to watch you drown

Have you picked what to wear
To my funeral?
I'm sorry I can't be there
You'll be over it soon, though

If I find my way back
I'll do things differently
But it's a spine that I lack
I'll end up dead again easily

My mind is in a new state
It's been beaten into a blank slate
Forget the love, forget the hate
But I could never forget the dates, oh

I stuck around holding on by a thread
I tried to cut it, I did what you said
Look where it got me, I'm six feet under
Shame I chose to ignore the thunder

No shame in giving up
This time, you won't get let down
They made your heart erupt
But their eyes want to watch you drown

No shame in giving up
This time, you won't get let down
They made your heart erupt
But their eyes want to watch you drown

Was walking hard without your crutches today?
Will you treat your new ones the same way?
Don't make them promises you can't keep, or else
Just like me, they'll be dead in a week

Was walking hard without your crutches today?
Will you treat your new ones the same way?
Don't make them promises you can't keep, or else
Just like me, they'll be dead in a week

No shame in giving up
This time, you won't get let down
They made your heart erupt
But their eyes want to watch you drown

No shame in giving up
This time, you won't get let down
They made your heart erupt
But their eyes want to watch you drown