bad 4 me

I've been living like a crash test dummy on impact
Hurting myself every time when I think back
New drugs, new money, new friends, new me
Doesn't stop the pain that you never see
I know my actions speak different from my words when I'm manic
I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm just trying to manage
All the voices in the world that I hear in my dreams
Yeah they haunt me, yeah they haunt me

All the times that I thought I was there for you
Little did I know you're bad for me
Every single night I'm losing sleep
Will the world end, will the world end
All the times that I thought I was there for you
Little did I know you're bad for me
Every single night I'm losing sleep
Will the world end, will the world end

I'll take another chance, take another risk
Take everything out on my other wrist
Now eyelashes sound like thunder on my pillowcase
I can't do another day, no I can't do another day
Too fast and I'm speeding on a freeway
Fuck you and I mean it in the worst way
Confused if you think that this a love song
Yeah this is a drug song, I think I'm better off alone

All the times that I thought I was there for you
Little did I know you're bad for me
Every single night I'm losing sleep
Will the world end, will the world end
All the times that I thought I was there for you
Little did I know you're bad for me
Every single night I'm losing sleep
Will the world end, will the world end