Seven months kitchen knife

Seven months was a long time ago
And I know you know
That he's just for show
Seven months since I let you go
And I hope you know
Times been going slow

Every time I think about it
I'll get teary eyed
And I'll start to cry

So instead I'll put my head on your shoulder
I don't have that much time
You've given no closure
Now I'm without a spine
I feel like I serve no purpose
But I've been given this life
And I'll take it away
Using a kitchen knife