Some Days

Some days I wake up and the sun won't rise for me
I'm in a dark place and I'm not allowed to leave
I sit here wondering if someone might come save me
But most days I'm out on my own and I can't see

On the surface, I look calm
But I feel like
Something's wrong
Look for something I can't find
Take to long
Get left behind
I'm anxious all the time
And I
Can shut my mind up
And I
Bet I can't sleep tonight

The voices in my head
They're always whispering to me
Cheering me on
Every time I'm going down
Slowly drown me in myself
Slowly tearing me apart
Slowly eating my insides
Laughing every time I fall

I'm standing on the ledge of a two-story building
Watching the sidewalk beneath as I'm trembling
The concrete underneath my feet starts crumbling
And one step is all between here and falling

The voices in my head
They're always whispering to me
Cheering me on
Every time I'm going down
Slowly drown me in myself
Slowly tearing me apart
Slowly eating my insides
Laughing every time I fall

And I messed up
And I messed up
Drop the toaster
In the bathtub

And I messed up
And I messed up
Drop the toaster
In the bathtub

Please save me

The voices in my head
They're always whispering to me
Cheering me on
Every time I'm going down
Slowly drown me in myself
Slowly tearing me apart
Slowly eating my insides
Laughing every time I fall

And I messed up
And I messed up
Drop the toaster
In the bathtub

And I messed up
And I messed up
Drop the toaster
In the bathtub