With a Smile

I'm sorry but
Lately I have been a mess
Been beateb down,
Been broken, been depressed
And I'm trying
To be better, but I can't
And I'm trying
To drown out the voices in my head

Told you I'm fine
I really tried
Everything bottled
Up inside
Fully surrendered
All the way
Six feet under
Here to stay
Wrapped my car around a tree
Going hundred
Eighty three
Crash and burn
This' my goodbye
I'm six feet under with a smile

It's hard to breathe
When nothing's making any sense
I'm in the dark
Drowning in indifference
And I'm trying, trying to get up off the floor
I'm trying, still trying to figure out what for

Told you I'm fine
I really tried
Everything bottled
Up inside
Fully surrendered
All the way
Six feet under
Here to stay
Wrapped my car around a tree
Going hundred
Eighty three
Crash and burn
This' my goodbye
I'm six feet under with a smile

Why are feelings so fucked up
Why can't I still get enough
Something bad at every end
Trial and error try again
Why are feelings so fucked up
Why can't I still get enough
Something bad at every end
Trial and error try again

Told you I'm fine
I really tried
Everything bottled
Up inside
Fully surrendered
All the way
Six feet under
Here to stay
Wrapped my car around a tree
Going hundred
Eighty three
Crash and burn
This' my goodbye
I'm six feet under with a smile