make me sick (feat. doXa)

I'm burnin' everything that I touch
Look back at the past think I did too much
Started thinking its too easy to get my trust
And after every time I give it its still not enough

Now im looking at my body nauseated by the gore
See my blood seep through her pillow
Think that I've been here before
Soul leaving my body but its rotten to the core
Looking in through her window and I'm staring at my corpse

And you wont let me in
And the voices recite everything that you said
Grab the shark in your head by the fin
Put the pills back in the bottle say this isn't the end

I've had some trouble with them
I make so many connections
Got no room in my head
I'm so fucking narcissistic
Cant let no one ahead
If you think you're fucking better come and put me to rest

Be mine
Could you take me alone
I want to try to get by
But I cant stay on my phone
I like your eyes when you lie
But you don't know that I know
Now the voices recite everything that I hold

Would take me alive or would you drag my dead body home
Put a gun to my eyes, do I see where I wanna go
I had fun with the fights but in the end I just always loathe
I'm tired of wasting time I need to switch up 'fore my body's broke

I make so many connections
Got no room in my head
I'm so fucking narcissistic
Cant let no one ahead
If you think you're fucking better come and put me to rest
But if you do that shit again I might just end up dead

I'm burnin' everything that I touch
Look back at the past think I did too much
Started thinking its too easy to get my trust
And after every time I give it its still not enough