If I Die In A Cage I Lose A Bet (feat. Leyka)

[00:09.65] What the hell is wrong with me?
[00:12.83] I can't breathe on my own
[00:15.75] My lungs they fail me when I try
[00:18.84] To hold the weight of the world on my chest
[00:24.61] I'm concious of my fears
[00:27.57] Dissociating when I'm scared
[00:30.78] I'm resignating to my faith now
[00:36.51] My whole life is a fight against me
[00:42.59] A hopeless battle that I can't seem to win or lose
[00:49.65] The cuts in my flesh are deep and critical
[00:54.91] Broken bones make it hard to move and go on like this
[01:00.74] You know I'll be alright at some point of my life
[01:06.72] But now I need some time to get out alive
[01:12.58] I'm on my meds right now. Guess I will make it somehow
[01:18.69] You should not be afraid to call for aid
[01:36.59] Call me crazy or self abusive
[01:42.79] But never call me when I'm on the urge to break
[01:49.62] I'm on the edge of self mutilation
[01:54.63] There ain't no pills to cure all my symptoms
[02:00.68] You know I'll be alright at some point of my life
[02:06.76] But now I need some time to get out alive
[02:12.85] I'm on my meds right now. Guess I will make it somehow
[02:18.61] You should not be afraid to call for aid
[02:48.60] It comes in waves
[02:50.72] I punish myself until I break
[02:54.69] I can't erase my anger when I reflect myself
[03:24.75] You know I'll be alright at some point of my life
[03:30.72] But now I need some time to get out alive
[03:36.71] I'm on my meds right now. Guess I will make it somehow
[03:42.82] You should not be afraid to call for aid
[03:48.69] Please leave me here and do not try to save me
[03:54.67] I'm bleeding out. My cuts are too deep
[04:00.75] I built my own cage within my broken mind
[04:06.54] And if I die here at least it was worth the fight
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