somethingfriend

I don't know why
I wanna appeal to the outside
Prove to me how much of a person I am in your eyes
I'm pretty sure I don't even register As anything beyond a myopic blur

God, i wanna be someone's somethingfriend
Somebody's something friend

I don't know what I'm supposed to see
When I look at myself it's all shapes no feeling
Did I do this right?
Is neutrality the goal I had in mind?

God I wish I looked like anything
I wish there was word other than other, then
Then I could be somebody's somethingfriend
Then i could be somebody's somethingfriend