doctordoctor (voice memo)

Honey how could you walk away from me?
You said you loved the way i felt
It made me think
I wasn't just a turning page to you
It seems i've wasted all my time on bullshit truth
And now i'm stuck without you
I been lookin' all day, I can't find no fucking proof
Good ole' anesthesia
I gotta fill my veins up
Snuff it out in Virginia before I can move
But it shouldn't take too long
To get it out of my system
With the church bells singing for the choir
I been praying all day I don't know what else to do
Oh, doctor doctor
Thread your needle
And push it through my brittle skin
Oh I ain't feeble
Raise the veins up
And take the pain with you
I been pushing all day, I don't know how I'll get through
Honey how could you walk away from me?
You said you loved the way i felt
It made me think
I wasn't just a turning page to you
It seems i've wasted all my time on bullshit truth