Numb Pill

[00:00.09] Heartbreak was my resting mood
[00:02.36] When I used to be with you
[00:04.79] Each day dragged me down, down, down
[00:09.17] We cycled through the feelings
[00:11.55] But I'm just bad at healing
[00:14.19] So I shut emotion out
[00:19.15] So sick of wasting my tears
[00:21.73] Now I haven't shed them in years
[00:23.82] My heart was your souvenir
[00:26.29] Oh, no
[00:28.88] I used to stay up at night
[00:30.94] Now all I want is to cry
[00:33.56] I can't even if I tried
[00:37.25] Like I took a numb pill
[00:40.45] To cast away my thoughts
[00:41.91] I became a buzzkill
[00:44.87] So I don't reveal my flaws
[00:46.91] I should've known
[00:48.28] I should've asked
[00:49.34] How long the side effects would last
[00:51.98] Like I took a numb pill
[00:54.31] A numb pill
[00:56.94] You don't care how many hearts you break
[00:59.83] Evil runnin through your veins
[01:01.92] I never wanna be like you
[01:07.46] And I won't be
[01:08.47] Til you make me
[01:09.85] Who can blame me?
[01:11.12] Who can save me?
[01:12.18] Can't weaponize the truth
[01:16.83] So sick of wasting my tears
[01:19.60] Now I haven't shed them in years
[01:21.83] My heart was your souvenir
[01:24.23] Oh, no
[01:26.68] I used to stay up at night
[01:28.99] Now all I want is to cry
[01:31.30] I can't even if I tried
[01:34.91] Like I took a numb pill
[01:38.12] To cast away my thoughts
[01:39.72] I became a buzzkill
[01:42.50] So I don't reveal my flaws
[01:44.40] I should've known
[01:45.76] I should've asked
[01:47.06] How long the side effects would last
[01:49.35] Like I took a numb pill
[01:51.72] A numb pill
[01:54.98] I might be too dramatic
[02:00.41] But I'm starting to think I'll never change
[02:05.12] I wish we never lasted
[02:10.14] Now all my feelings wash away
[02:14.84] I'll soak in all my sadness
[02:19.82] I'll take it over your cold heart each day
[02:24.56] Maybe it's masochistic
[02:29.39] But I'd rather wallow in my pain
[02:33.13] Than take a numb pill
[02:35.77] To bottle up my mind
[02:37.36] Let my feelings lay still
[02:40.20] They've been taking too much time
[02:42.22] I self isolated from all my friends
[02:45.16] But I'm mad that they won't call
[02:47.07] I'm too complicated to understand
[02:49.85] So I don't understand at all
[02:51.77] Like I took a numb pill (numb pill)
[02:54.81] To cast away my thoughts
[02:56.48] I became a buzzkill (buzzkill)
[02:59.53] So I don't reveal my flaws
[03:01.31] I should've known
[03:02.77] I should've asked
[03:03.75] How long the side effects would last
[03:06.13] Like I took a numb pill
[03:08.71] A numb pill
[03:10.66] Mmm
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