Will I Ever Love Again

I'm kind of really scared that you ruined this for me
My heart of gold has turned to coal and all that's left is the debris
The garden that we planted turned out to be my grave
And now I'm paralyzed with fear
What happens if I can't escape?

Getting buried alive is not what keeps me up at night
Or that sixteen was ten whole years ago and time is flying by
Death doesn't scare me cause I know it's not the end
I guess I'm more afraid that after you I won't ever love again

It's been so long since I've seen you
I wish I was doing fine
Wish it was warm, wish I was home
I wish you weren't on my mind

But if I'm being honest
Nothing's been the same
Since you came and since you left
Like a goddamn hurricane

Cause I could take the water, the ocean, ten feet high
Give me thunder, give me lightning, you knew I'd stand by
It doesn't scare me cause' I know it's not the end
I guess I'm more afraid that after you I won't ever love again

Will I ever
Will I ever
Will I ever love again?
Will I ever
Will I ever
Will I ever love again?

Will I sleep alone until I die
Or find somebody else to stay the night
Swallow all the fear, and let it kill me from inside
That i'm nothing like i was
Their eyes are nothing like your eyes

Will I ever
Will I ever
Will I ever
Will I ever love again?
Will I ever
Will I ever
Will I ever love again?