Swiped Out

I swiped myself to sleep last night
I wanna set my iPhone on fire
Cause Colin or Connor or David or Alex
Whatever his name is
Just asked me to breakfast
So I'll make excuses for my weekend
I cried myself to sleep last night
I want to throw myself in the Charles
Cause Carolyn's thoughtful
She asked how my day went
I can't bring myself to tell her it was fine
Cause her hair's tucked behind her ears like yours
If i met her I'd just fall apart for sure
I don't have time for this
I don't have time
I dropped another shift tonight
I might have to quit my job
Someone cute works there
It makes me feel anxious
What if they think I am funny too?
I'm not prepared for someone new
I wonder when it won't feel too soon
Have you had time for this?
Now you don't have mine
Have you made room for this?
My rooms still a mess
I can't fall asleep most nights
I loved your voice when you're tired
The way we'd high five every time we remembered
That all of our last firsts would happen together
The photo of us still pressed inside my wallet
The pile of your stuff growing tall inside my closet
If I ever knew what went wrong, I think that I forgot it
I told you things are better now, I wasn't being honest
Half of the time we wished
We had more time for this
We were half right
Tried for so long to live
In one room and two places
But kept our distance
So why do I look for you
In town and in people too
Sometimes I miss
Someone to be lonely with