Ravelled

Ravelled in the oblong nightmare
Gleaming through the murmuring rain
With each deluge I drink a river
Trying to drown the world
Vilify my worthless life
Decrepit in the agony

There's no release
Masturbating myself to sleep
Like starving infants begging for mother's milk
Writhing for reprieve

Molesting my senses
Sinking under my own weight
Acquainted with riches, but never fortune
Plunging over the cliff's weeping face

And whether or not this trek is final
Nature never answers
The machine of dreaming
Deeper it carves
Forcing infinite into chambers
Bleed a narrowing enclosing path