I Know That I'm The Asshole

I wish I could've been a kind of [?]
To see you smile and it's no secret I think
What do you have to sing about
Nothing that I say is so great

I know it's hard
And I know you're kind
I can stand myself a little
As every single time
Honestly, I love to watch you play
Confidence and never-ending (?)
I'm just jealous that the world did everything to help you build it
I know you work hard
You know I have to bite
So my insecurities don't try to swallow me

I'll break my heart again, for you my friend
I'll break my own heart again, feelin' bad for you my friend
I'll break my heart again, for you my friend
I'll break my own heart again, feelin' bad for you my friend